20072026, monday
"we have to believe in something or else we go crazy"
i cannot believe in anything. i have not been graced with faith. my curse is to question everything. that is why i go mad day after day.
and will He curse me for questioning Him?
why would He make me the way i am only to hate me for it?
why cant He love His own creation?
why does He love like a father and not like a mother?