08112024, friday
ive been missing you today.
there is a space in my heart for everyone i love, and your space has been empty for quite some time now.
it hurts so much missing people you can’t reach. how do i fill the emptiness you left inside of me? how do i fill the emptiness that everyone who went away left inside of me?
all the loves i had. all my friends that are now gone. couldn’t we just start over?
sometimes i talk to you in my head, and the conversation goes a little like this:
‘hey, how are you doing?’
‘oh im fine. and u?’
‘cool. im also fine. let’s play roblox.’
‘of course! :)’
but you made me your monster, and now i have to live with that.